Going through your calendar

• January
  

  [BROKEN LINK: bc0a078d-9024-4023-ba59-eff23dff1f2e]'s house [BROKEN LINK: f1612b9d-bdaf-403b-bd99-f77f4748e2dd] with [BROKEN LINK: 33b35ec6-13ad-4daa-9a91-e85759ee56a2] and them, that was fun, [BROKEN LINK: b1978c3a-780a-4b21-ab4d-3aff397380cc] train [BROKEN LINK: 9a981408-eb9e-4fbe-8054-1432a19bb881] at cafe in neihu with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] Cleaner started, Anna Doing [BROKEN LINK: 17594e54-9172-42f4-984f-e2476eb2471d] stuff still Bought a vaccuum lol Aww [BROKEN LINK: 99d14eae-72bc-4295-9a68-ae126ff3248c] had parasite I bought [BROKEN LINK: f70b1aef-ea43-4659-a1bf-6e901bc6ea00] wow I was doing [BROKEN LINK: 554a2403-3da1-4746-b3fb-ae1a8d6b3a29] stuff At some point dinner with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57]'s family people Fail museum! Cool With [BROKEN LINK: 00caf813-ecda-4eb2-94dc-6feeeb733590] and [BROKEN LINK: b93686f7-e237-4670-b7b4-612d1c63fdbf] probably Billiard with [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb] and tom and them lol, weird dude pimping his friend Shrimp fishing with [BROKEN LINK: edeb326c-1e4a-4d03-9e6c-0e427e5314ac] and jiawen really wow that was a year ago Just getting into [BROKEN LINK: 6bf6fdd2-4da7-4734-b1bb-8625b12ca377] dabling it looks like Read stormlight book? Drums of war? Got cool canvas bag Was posting on reddit [BROKEN LINK: 5d733492-ba85-4e54-9317-fa4d9a58b145] to manage night anxiety Taiwan convert MVP with [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb]! Got the cheap [BROKEN LINK: 46ec06ef-8731-4d1a-9da5-db00c6ae511e] tablet for home chore tracking Working on my [BROKEN LINK: 308576d2-2b59-47e5-82c4-45059e11f3dd] project too Wow only just started origin of everytihng, still haven't finished that lol Setting up emulation on PC Lots of [BROKEN LINK: 99d14eae-72bc-4295-9a68-ae126ff3248c] vet appointments Lots of gym, nice Cool hike on that bus company with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57], adventure cat! We were still watching cop show, and playing [BROKEN LINK: 70111420-4210-45bf-b829-251d0461b1df], wow, still haven't beat that still doing coaching with [BROKEN LINK: 33b35ec6-13ad-4daa-9a91-e85759ee56a2] Repeatedly tried to get [BROKEN LINK: 0e38838e-dc2f-4afb-9a19-28cdb6dca48a] OOOhhh was still trading [BROKEN LINK: d844ef60-eeed-4d65-a725-8b298086b16b] hahaha Did a [BROKEN LINK: eff61cfd-523b-40ff-a13b-1d49236e82c0] reinstall around now Got some new sony over ear headphones, damn i love buying stuff around new year huh Cool game conference with [BROKEN LINK: d017e115-bd65-48cd-b5c4-1d3fd00bef80] Fuckin with [BROKEN LINK: 8e36f583-4db6-47bf-82fe-b4512ffbe473] phones still Looks like i was kinda grumpy lol forged international driver's license [BROKEN LINK: 99d14eae-72bc-4295-9a68-ae126ff3248c] comes home! did rugby! once hahaah went to [BROKEN LINK: 15f77ffd-323f-4c45-bd55-67fcef860d66] shop sometimes dukes of hazard with the boys? Have the CRAZY good cake at the secret bar tammy planned, awesome Birthday, tons of friends come, love it :) Started huandao RIGHT after birthday holy shit dope ass hotels and stuff. Morgan / darrow huandao. i remember tryna get emulating work oh lmfao this whole month i had weird butthole thing

  Was apparently doing functinal programming and comp sci curriculum but not seeing purpose

  Atomic habits: "cast votes to the person you wanna be"

  Probably started affirmations or something around then?

  I was getting existential, asking what i'm doing

  poor richard got his butt stimulated so he could poop

  Tiffany help me set my core values apparently :[BROKEN LINK: No match for fuzzy expression: *core [[id:c4c1e9f4-6fee-4ce1-a82c-c9fda4b45b96][values]]]

  Lol i emailed government about difficulty in figuring out how to get vaccine

  hah, was trying to do daily reviews or something

  oh read the new neal stephenson, termination shock, and finished stormlight

  was at 98 kilo apparently, not much changed there, fuck me

  WOW we also failed to get colette something for her birthday last year

  i think tammy was still going into office

  didn't have the shwab account yet it looks like

  planned out huandao

  richard stayed at ver awhile

  got our AC cleaned… .that means we need to get it done agian this month lol

  in general looks like i was kinda grumpy, self judgemntal, pretty hardcore about filling my days with productivity, hyper focused on productive methodologies

  oh met with that Daniel guy, gogoro engineer

• February
  

  [BROKEN LINK: 7281ee4e-f40e-424b-88a1-26da37383638] first half of month, jade paul meet up, they're kinda slow and i remember paul being frustrated about that tammy and i still playing pikmin tammy had breakdown about the sink peeing thing lol morgan and darrrow, later darrow says it was his favorite thing in taiwan i was so rushed on that huandao angry rain pee get home on 7th immediately working again lo, and editing richard looking healthier?

  got EIN for 508, was trying to get government contracts. nestor looking various dinners with friends, jay

  got new vaccine card, 2nd dose of medigen lots of lazy videogame time hella journal pictures of richard often on couch with us setting up duplicati backups

  exploring CRM

  7-11 pub crawl! tried out New World hah, i remember liking that quite a bit, like fronteir vibes

  [BROKEN LINK: 9500a62e-8322-403a-96c7-56afcd9f65ba] [BROKEN LINK: d947d6d0-5bdb-4ee7-bd5f-56adb5f729f8] where we introduced [BROKEN LINK: 5279015d-909b-45ae-9730-50e85c618301]

  cheese party at nick's

  deploying OCREMIX thing sold pixel to jay

  dinner at 1001 with irene jade paul vaguely got sued around here over jonathan G thing?

  baked and went to alex and matti dinner, thomas tammy scott there

  went to gaoxiong towards end of month for lantern festival, dope drone show really cool tree penthouse some grumpiness when out and park

  lots of cool things walking around gaoxiong look into geforce now hang out irene's dope house in gaoxiong darrow there too, get a bit druink with political convo

  looks like i was experimenting with breakfast fasting, funny now it's totally normal

  did a communist book list for meme discord server

  so much grumpiness about not meeting my early year momentum expectations

  oh got obsessed with outer wilds, fun. wish i hadn't looked up spoilers for that or elden ring

  I like this thought I had: Over the weekend did nothing but play outer wilds, got completely obsessed with that game, can't stop thinking about it. I liked the idea of timeloops that someone isn't aware of, lately been thinking about that, if the human sentience can experience time in only one direction, the limitation would be, perhaps your sentience could move along that timeline back and forth, but you'd never be aware of anything back, only what's forward, so you'd not know if you'd managed to go back, you'd have no "memory" of doing so. If you went forward along it… well, you only have one speed it seems. And since all your memories of events before and after a "leap" would be there, it'd be impossible to tell that you'd "jumped" along it more quickly.

  gave mandarin speech at g0v hackathon

  wow didn't even have email for 508.dev configured properly

  got chase business set up for 508, looking into how to track finances, like gnu finance. hah. in the end deployed some open source stuff that i'm still not doing good enough job backing up

  working on editing uploading etc, running out of hdd space, that's when i tried to get that 2tb ssd. iirc they sent wrong size

  already talking about not editing enough, wanting to document more. thought that on most recent japan trip too

  poor tammy dealing with my bad mood the whole month. looks like lots of youtube/netflix, so probably self focused anger

  oh right russia invaded ukraine, so people keep messaging me asking about prc

  gaoxiong was cool cause we ubiked from hsr station to hostel

  lots of talk about markets etc

• March
  
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    start getting into self hosting in big way, probably had rasperry pi, try to do photo hosting doing couple's therapy did cool videogame bar

    bus to wulai with emily and jesse, that was beautiful, swam a bit iirc. cherry blossoms ofund new hot spring location oh and saw batman? nice start playing elden ring uh oh

    head to taidong for crossroads? stay in cool indigenous hotel did that dope 5 course meal at indigenous restaurant huh was listening to bullshit jobs, did i finish that?

    there was that cool clothes shop with the rolex guy and photoshoot with jade and paul

    an exploded package of chocolate came from houston camping trip with jay! Smongus or whatever, at which i was still WAY too grumpy and that hike that i added time to for no reason lol

    set up geforce now playin cyberpunk lol

    chocolate machine set up at fablab

    oh wow my RLG odyssea comes in, that long ago??

    setting up firefly etc for 508

    and then meeting with matthew for cofactr job!

    start reading [BROKEN LINK: 7bd5dd6c-b3cf-4ab1-b78f-d5e49999031f]

    hang out with jay michael jeffery woo and jimmie at a hooka bar, then go to kor lol made a batch of chocolate, damn went to baking convention with tammy! do a picnic with richard and a bunch of people, michika obsessed with richard

    at some point looks like briefly tried to get off buproprion, said no do some cafe meetup with kai and thomas, maybe yun oh we were all doing semantle back then!

    go to green library with [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb] that was not so good a place to work at he was doing curative stuff for me, also we were working on wordpress for crossroads oh just started talking to [BROKEN LINK: 3bcb5316-adc7-4d1e-9647-a3d0eee4b928] too

    couples counseling

    colette got a house apparently oh i was frustrated with the stupid water heater timer being 20 mins and looking for a solution

    [BROKEN LINK: 9500a62e-8322-403a-96c7-56afcd9f65ba] [BROKEN LINK: 8271cbdf-eb15-4c2a-90b5-f487d6829341] meetup happens, that was cool, met lots of interesting people like that twitter guy, very leftist in general

    late in month wake up early to go to swatch to see if we can get a moonswatch, that was a clusterfuck, poor people that waited in line at least we got yummy pastries after

    was reading that FBi negotiation book at some point got my boots cleaned and fixed up spaghetti dinner with matti and alex join cofactr slack on the 29th, wow wow was juggling way too much with jovono, cofactr, and curative

    got invited to NIC on the 31st

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    was doing curative remote work meetings for a blog post, i wish i had written that

    aww i missed tammy when i was going to taidong

• April
  
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    frustrations around being fat, looking at pics yeah it was bad. i mean it's bad now too sore from bloated sometimes went to ikes and salt and straw, fuck yeah had to rub weed stamps off edibles lol hahahhah cofactr wanted to be done in 6 weeks i did talk about enjoying working on it conversations about equity

    lot of fucking around with [BROKEN LINK: 6bf6fdd2-4da7-4734-b1bb-8625b12ca377] [BROKEN LINK: 3c353e56-7326-481b-a060-7a70e2f1d857] stuff, how did i think i had the time lmao

    wrote the react useEffect blog post

    set up kimai around now too

  • journey app
    

    oh i had alexandra this period of time for [BROKEN LINK: fa4c2ae2-0b45-412b-88bc-4ba6f5e25e42] work, think i got rid of her this month though, not very reliable. Also accidentally HELLA overpaid

    did [BROKEN LINK: 90fdebec-e697-42d5-999b-0b288649ebfd] meetup with [BROKEN LINK: 9387204c-9fe2-4088-a478-dfedaae2339b] and stefan but i iddn't have much time cause also had afternoon team! with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] and her [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786] teacher and then hot pot the same night lol this is also night we went to [BROKEN LINK: 33b35ec6-13ad-4daa-9a91-e85759ee56a2] dope japanese cocktail bar that had the edamame cocktail

    was working on lets split keyboard got that fuckin hella good salty egg yolk milk tea from the thai tea place down the road

    new [BROKEN LINK: 2099198d-d724-4f0a-be16-dd9446679851], aka gold card one, sued me around now for that article

    still juggling [BROKEN LINK: 64a6341a-ed76-4747-b8fa-4c2b8a2475a6] and [BROKEN LINK: 17594e54-9172-42f4-984f-e2476eb2471d], that was foolish

    coworking day at that weird bank with james [BROKEN LINK: 529404b8-d895-4338-b524-3f7425b39fb5] [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb] james wanted to go to the keyboard store meeting with laywer about keyboard

    got a duffle bag and filled it with snacks for [BROKEN LINK: c6da7953-8b90-4eb3-a74a-82b0a2a53bc3] trip

    fly to [BROKEN LINK: 305a310d-4d77-47cc-9f33-497d16f4809b], hang with riley, do hottub night with him and [BROKEN LINK: db2cb89d-483b-4203-9aed-da9378f17877]

    do family bbq! [BROKEN LINK: d9857346-360d-43db-afe3-641a857fe5b4] and [BROKEN LINK: 6cf8e49a-dc55-4ab7-8f97-d954259c9410] and rosa's brother and [BROKEN LINK: d5c780c9-cea7-4843-84d3-1407c3652c9b] [BROKEN LINK: 307c4a3d-f9d9-41cf-b34f-bd14e82708d7] AND roy come first time got to hang with [BROKEN LINK: c457665e-5fe5-48e8-acb4-2f5de9c1ee36] for real, ever

    FUCKhuge lobsters at riley's with tammy

    lots of cofactr in houston, plus taco lunch with [BROKEN LINK: 2e80a1ce-9bb5-4fd1-8fd4-0a5b34e369a0]

    visit [BROKEN LINK: 5db29055-2f79-419e-8f4d-f21ebce2592f] house at some point

    then go to NYC, there was a shooting at a brooklyn station, this was the cofactr trip where i recruit other tammy and morgan, and have the pretend to be a scientist fight at bodega with tammy

    met up with [BROKEN LINK: 3a965fa3-6283-45c1-ba9d-e8ffbf5e9f6f] too! Tammy can't meet kelly cause covid, sucks

    then head to [BROKEN LINK: 7980036c-78e9-4e0c-86c6-0247a21c20ef], tammy hangs with fam while i go to sunflower chocolate and linea and burritos

    oh and get drinks with sara and her bf and big party at tim's building where EVERYONE comes,

    also raj gives us the 1080ti!

    then to [BROKEN LINK: 60b839a2-00a7-4a2e-a071-144e43ebe974], on 3 body problem part 3 at this point rented [BROKEN LINK: 4cf41e71-d62f-49fd-bfea-f096ec0fb094] in hawaii lul cooked for the fam, steak did a petting zoo at some point too

    last minute whale watching boat thing! i needed to do more planning stuff for tammy tammy's parents give us ride to airport, that's nice. korea then back in taiwan sleep in korean hotel lol

    [BROKEN LINK: ebbbcb7f-de39-4df2-bafc-d3d2d32b7a00] exercises, was [BROKEN LINK: fcd6f2d5-bd77-41ed-8e6a-deae9d17b5fb] kicking off at this point? oh, right, [BROKEN LINK: d8726dc4-bb8c-40ea-8ff1-5cf0847c555e] [BROKEN LINK: 44263bc4-9776-467b-a5f7-315da58a4923] brought [BROKEN LINK: 99d14eae-72bc-4295-9a68-ae126ff3248c] back

    that charles author guy reached out about his trust book

    reading the reamde series

• May
  
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    STILL juggling [BROKEN LINK: 17594e54-9172-42f4-984f-e2476eb2471d] and [BROKEN LINK: 64a6341a-ed76-4747-b8fa-4c2b8a2475a6]! working on [BROKEN LINK: d36dacf2-92a6-4479-9b49-4bd8121cedfe] some more, i think i wanted to bring it to usa trip but couldn't get it working in time, never did, it was fucked

    we watched that japanese kid show

    finished [BROKEN LINK: 3802c907-cc45-457b-afbf-6c8fe1c1f15e]

    went to [BROKEN LINK: c43cd2d7-13d4-4561-a2f3-750448493732] with thomas and tammy, it was weirdly empty hella [BROKEN LINK: 8ee6b64f-c72d-4289-b7a2-826fb495f94a]

    mexican dinner with [BROKEN LINK: 44263bc4-9776-467b-a5f7-315da58a4923] and [BROKEN LINK: 27fb1b01-c6dd-418c-bfa9-e5016fded145]

    ugh tire on motorcycle leaking new visor for helmet

    got white people in taiwan blog post translated [BROKEN LINK: a6b0b534-3207-4772-ad27-030abeffa251] meeting with [BROKEN LINK: 67cafe29-557f-4141-b659-82532d127a27]? i guess around now [BROKEN LINK: 5279015d-909b-45ae-9730-50e85c618301] started?

    riley sent me that primitive technology blog

    cofactr starting to keep me up late

    meet with laywer but cop on vacation, have to pay him 2k, but i just got that back in like december actually

    margin called on robinhood, jesus christ what was i doing

    saw everyhing everywhere all at once, that was awesome. with [BROKEN LINK: 44263bc4-9776-467b-a5f7-315da58a4923] and [BROKEN LINK: 27fb1b01-c6dd-418c-bfa9-e5016fded145]

    briefly experimented with listening to taiwan news

    was eating breakfasts

    tammy and i get back into [BROKEN LINK: 30d91540-b282-4cea-905f-7d98cd154ec9] [BROKEN LINK: 985af097-f2e0-4df1-ab57-3733102efaf1] job hunts for us a bit

    got a PSU so i could plug in the 1080ti don quixote for the first time

    beat elden ring, wow, hindsight played so little of the game watched swiss army man, fuckin weird movie

    talked with people about bilingual initiative, was working on op end article about it for some magazine

    [BROKEN LINK: ddcdf018-7a2b-43e4-8b2c-1d6e2f13d11f] boat party

    started playing Control

    also played that Rome game that i love wow lots of gaming actually. covid i guess

    experimenting with crms, self deploying suitecrm, that shit never worked started working with BB for [BROKEN LINK: fa4c2ae2-0b45-412b-88bc-4ba6f5e25e42]

    get flights for europe and cancun, sheeiiit

    started reading fabric of the universe, still haven't finished

    start looking at new keyboards

    road to meet [BROKEN LINK: a604118d-e7c2-4cbb-8f5b-03493728e859] no carbs guy, wonder whatever happened to him

    set up [BROKEN LINK: 376fee18-0879-4e4b-8339-a4bba39ed6da]! wow

    [BROKEN LINK: 15f77ffd-323f-4c45-bd55-67fcef860d66] gets dumped and comes to cry he also has an idea for an [BROKEN LINK: 480c16d9-4b67-4788-92f6-bc2b660cf29c] analysis business damn i push so much effort into the [BROKEN LINK: d36dacf2-92a6-4479-9b49-4bd8121cedfe]

    finish try [BROKEN LINK: 008b952a-792c-4d66-8731-9467d38dce75] by [BROKEN LINK: 4413fdae-2609-436b-9942-3502b78cb96c]

    computex! dinner at longtail with darrow and caroline oh yeah we had vague plans for RV trip across canada, my mom would be interested

    dinner at [BROKEN LINK: 33b35ec6-13ad-4daa-9a91-e85759ee56a2] talk about [BROKEN LINK: 7b2616bf-ffcd-4a4e-8268-adc88178ac02]

    bird world at the zoo with tammy and tea house! can't get past new content in gw2 cause bug

    impromptu trip to fulong with emily and jesse via uber fuckin irent never works

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    claims of anxiety from weed talking of fears of intimacy

    added the no youtube habit! maybe out of conversation with tiffany coaching session

    talking about stagnating my mandarin already

    reading too light lightning

    new split keyboard project came in right at end of month

    talks of the yushan hike post trip coworking thing, hot sprint hotel. bee found a good one

• June
  
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    working at jiufen cool tea house cafe with people playing with new keyboards built corne while watching stranger things, that was nice go to green island with darrow and his gf no wonder i struggled to get cofactr done looks like watching a lot of youtube as well oh yeah i lost my ferry ticket on that trip too crazy ferry ride back that was like a roller coaster wow, literally the day after we got back was yushan, jay picking me up late and driving us alllll the way to taizhong, what the fuck what a trip, getting there late probably contributing to my altitude sickness, jay so slow on way down also i was hella out of shape on that hike, tiffany saying later she wants to make sure she goes with people that trained after was the REALLY nice hotspring hotel with tammy, i did really like that. would have been nice if she could have drove herself through so i didn't have to drive down and back [BROKEN LINK: 5317dc97-2c51-4e37-9b9d-4a687d07398c] came at some point saw top gun lol finally planted those herbs my parents got me, they die shortly after also trying to set up suitecrm while cofactr, naughty oh my razor broke cause i dropped it so had to wait for new handle to come in / always looking for new razor, what an annoyance, cost like 60$ to ship seeing my xe2 laying around a lot in these, i wonder if i ever edited those photos gongguan dinner with emily and jesse, walking around NTU after boys night at pier 5 dadaocheng maureen gets that hella ugly fish and sends us a picture lmao ooooh afternoon tea at mandarin oriental played wee bit of horizon zero dawn, never did finish picnic under the bridge when charles brought his segway thing! an afternoon ride with darrow i definitely didn't have time for but we thought he was leaving soon made amazing batch of chocolate! wow 6 months ago now quite [BROKEN LINK: 17594e54-9172-42f4-984f-e2476eb2471d] FINALLY, ended up taking them months after to get me off [BROKEN LINK: 62275806-8b7d-4074-835f-9b06abc6f24f] etc [BROKEN LINK: 979d6205-5f4d-4e34-b1eb-d28bffb171ab] trip begins!!! around 24th loved [BROKEN LINK: 4396dc42-8b81-4f37-8c60-6408c7e640f6] the first time, tons of [BROKEN LINK: 44a6e736-7a9c-4eac-ac6b-309c4ee376d9], sun up, patek museum, walk around lots food so good. immigration a nightmare though, that's when i was reading the fabric of reality book in line [BROKEN LINK: c6da7953-8b90-4eb3-a74a-82b0a2a53bc3] bans [BROKEN LINK: 21c1e3da-1969-4614-9240-d5171416ae2a] around now baby on flights lmao flight to [BROKEN LINK: a69c1436-908c-48fa-af58-56b678f04a70]! we get to airbnb before parents cheeky nandos breakfast maybe? working, and so exhausted pass out in mexico mexico was fun but lazy, and then mom got covid. i wonder if she was sad we lazed around so much. and i had so much cofactr to do ugh plus the drama with my dad's missing wallet, but he found it finally get night float hella good tres leches get in trouble for making fun of tammy accent plus on way out of mexico we did the dope spa and on the roof she had that drama with the security breach at Facebook or whatever, poor thing

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    annoyed about express tickets issue on way to [BROKEN LINK: 9b312aab-d834-4bac-b672-687df3b2cda5] and the tea house is uncomfortable reflections on [BROKEN LINK: 16c167a9-c897-4f04-89b6-dd0bef60cc7d]'s personality and how fake it might or might not be lots of complaints of [BROKEN LINK: fe640480-fa41-419e-b79a-9d648547a6bc] lack of urgency oh right part of that is we miss entrance time to mountain so had to go all the way around, thanks jay lmfao oh yeah moonlander delivery has issue with package deliver tammy not really wanting kids convo at hot spring i think tiffany coaching still happening pointing out that i think about defcon and vegas when i meditate. still no explanation wonder about if living in taiwan is taking away my outrage hah, was supposed to do 20 hour weeks for curative oh tried out Luminar AI around this time, it was way too slow though, which is what started me thinking about getting new components for the PC thoughts about how last minute planning of activities isn't good enough

• July
  
  • journey
    

    covid tests in mexico, no positive, just mom poor tammy had a hard time snorkeling, she tried so hard though. Saw cute fish poke out when i bothered its babies tons of iguanas started reading sandman slim, those were ok pulp oh yeah that cool pride show in mexico, where i got a tshirt, and cool convos with the cruise guy at the restaurant at the same time london, kicking it at elisas, and with JC and hannah. the convo about how they have relationship planning convos, and how hannah is preggers, wow naughty tangerine pees in elisas house love london vibes, especially in the morning, the walks we did. and really good coop breakfast or whatever special tennis whatever thing was going on, saw some watch shops, got drinks with that guy elisa is flirting with, he's okay i guess, poor girl oh right and hugo happened to be in town hanging with voldemort at their family castle, wtf lmao and elisa was basically begging me to tell her what to do with her life and really good train station sandwich. i got two lol then back to switzerland where we get fondue at a nice hotel, great little dinner with tammy and i and road uberboat lol cute cottage spotted on walk scones afternoon tea in london! outside wee fight in switzerland about tammy's work emergency, she's still scarred about that shit taking constant covid tests but none test positive we do the choco pass tour in switzerland, best value ever lol, so much chocolate have really special encounter with guillloche guy at breguet shop tammy gets us front row seats on flight to dubai, or from dubai, i can't remember, either way it's all a blur, good job tammy few journal entries around now ooooh right cause i got covid, and had that horrible hospital experience just sitting in the chair with mosquitos, then ubiking home ordered an i7 apparently from the USA? didnt' realize lol. Won't be able to plug it in, doesn't fit my motherboard started working out on roof while waiting to test negative tammy and i playing tons of rim world hit spencer's old bar with darrow and caroline, maybe emily and jesse? tammy and i ride south for a river float hangout, kinda fun and sexy, i blow my shorts, a little grumpy at her inability to handle outside the Diner xinyi restaurant, tammy not angling for oct proposal then do another motorcycle ride with darrow, i think his last taiwan ride, and go to that dope burger place down south woo steam deck arrives at parents house! can't get DHL to send it ugh. i was crazy excited about that for over a year playin Stray that cat game we discover richard will eat leaves outside? tammy builds a PC so i must have swapped out motherbord around the 26th, also, get new monitor then getting grumblings that cofactr doesn't appreciate me get macbook from charles go to happiness day that awesome japanese ice cream place near the MRT for first time, fuck that place is good some arguments with riley about code quality? is this towards end of cofactr? LOTS of rimworld damn oh and vampire survivors towards end of month new shirts at h&m that i still wear do the standing KBBQ with mattie and jay and alex and bonnie alex preggers oh yeah talk about weed gummies with those taiwan guys, wonder whatever happened to them dadaocheng night same night, pineapple smoothie guy, busy busy dadaocheng, and finding that bathroom under bridge southh part then also go to studio nine, weird art dance girl night

  • org roam
    

    lol talking to morgan about UN job apparently i started putting mandarin lessons in org roam now

• August
  
  • Journey app
    

    cleaner coming now kingdom hearts lol fuckin with [BROKEN LINK: d3dbb379-901e-46ec-a408-889308d19bbf] more fish shop stuff new beta?, lots of cool plants in that big tank, most of them died a hike near shilin with [BROKEN LINK: da779262-f5a6-44b8-8c1d-65b258214fca] big AIT dinner for [BROKEN LINK: f066e7b4-c4b8-46b8-88dc-5efcb16febed] going away taiwan food festival! Nom. with jesse too. Sake tasting, tons of good food. Pingtung chocolate, nice. fancy dinner that night, ephernite aww richard did the fast run to under the washing machine met with jonathan at gold card office, and tom fiefield, about twa11y big beachhouse rental in [BROKEN LINK: 5f24b067-6fe7-4840-806a-87df601f1f00] with everyone! that was a dope house, all wood, so relax and blorb. maybe too lazy lol. apparently worked on ableton a bit, and weird laobon that wouldn't bail nine started hitting me up about work meet [BROKEN LINK: c7543fba-b9dc-435e-a3db-239d2dde8478]! at that cool ximen cafe. then go to jazz bar then i ambitiously bought [BROKEN LINK: f4a5cd48-6e5d-4cd1-bc10-4881f72d49c9] practice pad and sticks started the RTK rewrite for cofactr fun night of bbq skewers with [BROKEN LINK: d017e115-bd65-48cd-b5c4-1d3fd00bef80] and [BROKEN LINK: 7b0b7e91-5de5-4781-a3c5-5927758e770e] wow and [BROKEN LINK: 2cf2c061-a630-44bf-aa8f-5a37490e877a] ride all the way to [BROKEN LINK: 247af58b-1e05-491c-b498-4f7574252049] and back, that was killer sandman happens and that interesting night concert at [BROKEN LINK: 08a9cfc1-2c0a-4a61-a384-97628c47eb60] air sensor on [BROKEN LINK: 44a6e736-7a9c-4eac-ac6b-309c4ee376d9] fucked another jiufen working trip, this time on motorcyce bought the [BROKEN LINK: 5c41347f-5287-4052-bba4-37fac2c6b1a6]! and new samsung earbuds or wait no they were all always sold out trying and failing to find gopro batteries watched ALL of fleabag the wikipedia game lol new beta still white started motorcycle driving school thing? some kind of boys hangout watched THe Boys lent cissy the [BROKEN LINK: fe671960-04be-48af-ba3a-56a225d86b82], still haven't gotten back

  • org roam
    

    on simone de beauvoir for philosophy podcast idea for doing coffee reviews

• September
  
  • journey
    

    shrimp fishing for [BROKEN LINK: d017e115-bd65-48cd-b5c4-1d3fd00bef80] birthday read children of time series, the spider one i think that was the bread olive oil cafe day, fun michelin dinner with [BROKEN LINK: 78978071-b037-4388-ab98-8a0eeb1896cf] and [BROKEN LINK: 1295a6b2-95c1-4857-8678-e4234334543d] - de nuit pet festival with richard! that was so fun. but stressful and overwhelming. he got to meete so many lizards baked cinnamon roles, out of that scandanavian book i got ages ago still doing motorcycle lessons food camp, first hear from anna planning medical team as well nervous about motorcycle test looking into [BROKEN LINK: aa9b08cb-d108-479d-9193-4b16a9406711] motha fuckin pizza day with [BROKEN LINK: 44263bc4-9776-467b-a5f7-315da58a4923] and [BROKEN LINK: 27fb1b01-c6dd-418c-bfa9-e5016fded145] at that new york pizza place got phone fixed up pass motorcycle test and get heavy motorcycle license beta fish looking more blue, i think we still had him in with shrimp [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] gets [BROKEN LINK: 5947d43c-b980-4c68-8e32-1480c06dc2c7], woah taco taco on roof, never did get that kid to do [BROKEN LINK: b66f1509-1e28-4175-84ab-89fdd8ed7591] for me fancy bar opening event, bump into peegu tried cafe with one loud cat near our house finally the maureen indian food lunch incident watching that horny restaurant show alishan trip with emily and jesse! so lit. rented car and drove everyone we saw monkeys and hiked to not allowed place on train tracks beautiful there, clear water. cool airbnb with the birds still working on RTK struggled to find cafe on way home from alishan oh right at fancy networking event jessica showed up lmao. weird which i totally sensed could happen also met hotpot guy, and mental health pone perosn remove shrimp from beta tank finish RTK rewrite awesome cake shop with maureen and tammy. with the fat cat failed bird mating and failed game of thrones random ktv night with jay's friends, they were nice HDD comes in for server yay plane tickets for europe big turtle outside wall in bedroom starts leakin deploye nextcloud vague interest in discord bots that make money new ram for server lol, and PC. must have already gotten 3080? or no, got new PSU as well so hospital cardio dadaochung with the jesses beitou hot spring with tammy watched all of severance lol apparently was feeling bored at some points, not sure what to do with life. Really bro? backlog was huge lol. i think i was still on bupropion, check org roam bought 3080 on the 28th, nice lol. mere days after getting a new PSU fix mr lobster laptops, he hangs and watches me set up 3080 shilin hike and yanmingshan with emily and jesse, the miss bus hike played a lot of cyberpunk anna and jesse food camp meet, he's struggling to write on his stupid tablet lol, i've been there bro

  • org roam
    

    cofactr unsure if ending, grumpy about matthew ungrateful for my work wow really didn't know what to do with myself when RTK rewrite finished must have been burnt out. oh server stuff wasn't there yet, hdd's hadn't arrived talking about slipping on habits, was missing some journal entires i guess. around now is when i started slipping hard on gym ambitions to read iliad lol LOTS of talk about what am i doing with my life another attempt to log my daily activities lol first inklings of tammy not able to take criticism ooooh copying content onto the fat HDDs "oh well no redundancy, we don't need it, fuckitttt" lmao you fool oh yeah still no JSC card met with nine about co ventures

• October
  
  • Journey
    

    [BROKEN LINK: 6d687d44-c7a4-49a6-b82d-f5a6d5b84ef6] visited for a bit so we did a [BROKEN LINK: 44a6e736-7a9c-4eac-ac6b-309c4ee376d9] ride with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] on back and [BROKEN LINK: b69a9a55-b0cf-4745-9945-631e0bafda6b] and steve, poor chuntze time to get divorced bro airsoft gun shop and good rechao, and then fuckweird exhibition at the pidan dofu building lol watched buzz lightyear high with yoyo oh yeah that fancy cafe with [BROKEN LINK: e5facb81-e3c5-424a-825e-6d99f66e9edf] and [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] that had the good cheese started going to those tuesday or whatever cafe noob meetups started travel card project introduced to 3 selves social ideal and real started solo couples counseling sessions dinner at RAW with everyone! got to talk to chef so much [BROKEN LINK: 8c7f18e4-abd1-44b2-a347-585a869d3f2c] lol, that was intense, rainy whole time, anna was a lot to manage, sober whole time which was interesting. really liked how we were near old movies tent lol 4 days of no [BROKEN LINK: 215194b0-547f-4921-b986-f299be8c6608] after get scones with [BROKEN LINK: 44263bc4-9776-467b-a5f7-315da58a4923] and [BROKEN LINK: 27fb1b01-c6dd-418c-bfa9-e5016fded145]! no clotted cream :( hot pot at [BROKEN LINK: e5facb81-e3c5-424a-825e-6d99f66e9edf]'s house that everyone showed up late to started thinking about starting a maker space got off [BROKEN LINK: 30914691-9e47-42a7-891d-83e6c8782bee], cause pharmacy just never called with refill [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] starts playing [BROKEN LINK: 8ee6b64f-c72d-4289-b7a2-826fb495f94a] really dope cat cafe i only get into right at opening - "toast" cafe new organizers from tom binh come in, prepping for… japan? europe? pizza with [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb] near [BROKEN LINK: 14eca4c7-b8fd-4a56-9ab3-7e9164a2e6cb] shirtless baking with [BROKEN LINK: 9387204c-9fe2-4088-a478-dfedaae2339b] at canadian thanksgiving, that was fun, met a cop and a laywer lol. made those good marzipan buns, go to recipe now [BROKEN LINK: 9500a62e-8322-403a-96c7-56afcd9f65ba] [BROKEN LINK: d947d6d0-5bdb-4ee7-bd5f-56adb5f729f8] where i got to meet [BROKEN LINK: 5c56d9ad-e79f-4fb7-b752-aa8c1382bcb7]! 10th anniversary. [BROKEN LINK: c9f0771c-6d80-4e31-b541-f277f82e5735] and i also met those two cool [BROKEN LINK: 4bb59595-2720-4788-a733-22948afbb3b4] guys, and, the really cool [BROKEN LINK: e7fe6314-ffc0-41d9-9574-0220d33468c3] girl! weird interview i miss for autofill chrome app went to [BROKEN LINK: f652e820-a70c-4f14-a96a-f95ddef776b2] for [BROKEN LINK: 6231fb0e-9cd2-4108-a799-4eec10228d63] [BROKEN LINK: 7b2616bf-ffcd-4a4e-8268-adc88178ac02] shit, loved [BROKEN LINK: 8c36b89a-22f7-4e4c-abb3-2f564d480199]! really cool [BROKEN LINK: 7bbac64b-728b-4a79-b785-448f75b3a344] too much [BROKEN LINK: f0cc871d-4974-406f-800a-c7745e7db497] man get new [BROKEN LINK: 7f8c2c51-9bac-4633-988d-a720393fa53b] noice, cause batteries were fucked for old one write up big draft for taiwan 2040 article spigen sends that charger

  • org roam
    

    oh i do have a big [BROKEN LINK: 093946ef-019a-41d8-bd26-2352c233b3e5] journal entry about [BROKEN LINK: 8c7f18e4-abd1-44b2-a347-585a869d3f2c], nice looks like i was wasting time arguing with [BROKEN LINK: 902ae144-921f-43a4-9e89-adc18d57631b] lots of meetings with [BROKEN LINK: ecc613ba-2d1c-482e-a065-d725ccbce8da] even back then was having worry dreams about richard start looking into [BROKEN LINK: db3e301c-c0a1-45b4-a891-6259665db060] [BROKEN LINK: c09a9133-583d-44ce-ba6b-6d9cd8d8a52e] solutions for nine brief interest in writing [BROKEN LINK: 5476dc81-7339-45b1-8990-730c60c886f8]

• November
  
  • Journey
    

    more noob nighttime coffee meetups [BROKEN LINK: 15f77ffd-323f-4c45-bd55-67fcef860d66] got his sales of [BROKEN LINK: 44a6e736-7a9c-4eac-ac6b-309c4ee376d9] parts idea cyberpunk edgerunners FUCKhuge spider downstairs unemployment 2044 article submitted [BROKEN LINK: e5943861-6eb0-42f7-84cc-ca5e21a9c151] first draft finally written that coworking day way up near yuanshan or wherever, shilin night market, where [BROKEN LINK: 27fb1b01-c6dd-418c-bfa9-e5016fded145] and [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb] and i hiked. so sweaty lol and get steak with the boys! oh yeah [BROKEN LINK: ab09a542-771b-4752-9bb9-e2c52a2cce58] was in town wtf haha doing some [BROKEN LINK: 99213bf7-2fe6-457f-bfd5-600fbcdcdda4] research around now find great pants at uniqlo for [BROKEN LINK: 979d6205-5f4d-4e34-b1eb-d28bffb171ab] sushi with everyone, and comfy chairs after did a [BROKEN LINK: 44a6e736-7a9c-4eac-ac6b-309c4ee376d9] ride to shifen just to record but lost the [BROKEN LINK: 80625820-9372-4ca6-a798-28869b8813a2] on way to [BROKEN LINK: cf732bb3-1fb3-4102-84a7-462834e941b0], fuck also that time at cafe where they were trimming tree how did i have so much time lol getting deep into [BROKEN LINK: 99213bf7-2fe6-457f-bfd5-600fbcdcdda4] started going to [BROKEN LINK: 4981c80b-1bf3-4b9f-9c2c-8d996ba72873] store rent the 1.4f lens learnin [BROKEN LINK: a483d57c-e380-4538-aae3-39b9eefdd89d] train to [BROKEN LINK: 38ab1075-b6bb-4d5f-83cb-6bf6c63ad46c] for [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] birthday dinner, with that awesome lens, the taizhong sucks to bicycle in trip [BROKEN LINK: 01a3976d-8ae1-4679-9f9f-9180eb1ef687] awesome as always CNC class at [BROKEN LINK: 14eca4c7-b8fd-4a56-9ab3-7e9164a2e6cb] buy the 1.4f 18mm woooo daddy that was pricy oh yeah [BROKEN LINK: 15f77ffd-323f-4c45-bd55-67fcef860d66] got [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] a necklace or some shit wtf ce la vi banana party, they take camera dumb, great night though. two travelers we meet, wow borders are really open huh banana bread! [BROKEN LINK: caca497d-7b5f-4ec7-847d-b1feefdecbd9] with [BROKEN LINK: 99d14eae-72bc-4295-9a68-ae126ff3248c] and [BROKEN LINK: 15f77ffd-323f-4c45-bd55-67fcef860d66] and everyone [BROKEN LINK: f5eb0840-dbff-4171-9d66-afc34b23be32] [BROKEN LINK: 7f3c7e5c-6857-44a7-8bc8-b638e382b541] trip!! dope [BROKEN LINK: 054b648f-c83a-402b-b3aa-a7904fd940d9] area in [BROKEN LINK: 1cf85181-a7e7-4263-9aaa-3704287bfbe3], glad we had a few days in [BROKEN LINK: 063c2d91-9a9e-4e88-bf62-fd5867e56d9b] before boat and light guitar music playing in church most entries in [BROKEN LINK: 093946ef-019a-41d8-bd26-2352c233b3e5] here, was typing out long [BROKEN LINK: 215194b0-547f-4921-b986-f299be8c6608] entries

  • org roam
    

    some nostalgia dreams noticing lots of anger in tammy introduced to [BROKEN LINK: eae59947-f4e2-414e-b585-b059a9679417] attempt to plug [BROKEN LINK: 62cdfe59-2f1f-499b-85ee-3ca6b673da60] into [BROKEN LINK: 093946ef-019a-41d8-bd26-2352c233b3e5], fail, just copy loving the lens on the xe2 ew had to do some work while traveling didn't bring steam deck hahah i really was all about whether or not to oh but i did bring my phone as DS that was cool thinkin about modding my nintendo ds, that could still be fun, but nothing beats my phone quality and fact that it can run higher rez lol tammy really did plan so much of that europe trip that's right, we were tryna stay off memes or whatever, reading lots of wikipedia start to really try to give up memes try to kick off the du chinese app with tiffany while in greece that's right, i did bring my binoculars though, and that was DOPE fuckin good ass olives still shooting in raw with plans to edit, ugh loved the autumn vibes on the trip tried and failed to rent motorcycle got to speak mandarin in the museum bus to hurcules temple, beautiful sunset miss those greek protests read a fire upon the deep oh yeah elon musk bought twitter which was kinda fun to watch, regret not getting a verified check and tanking a company stock though trying to express my emotions more weird methy lady give bandaids to god i loved that cruise, so cozy kept seeing upset people i regret not comforting, but didn't know how without making worse the PARK ORANGE cool tours really good italian gelato fuckin good ass food lots of photography the two cool guys from california the cool english teachers from nebraska or whatever big ass pompeii fuckin good pizza afternoon tea every day kat the cool adhd girl

• December
  
  • journey
    

    guanghua with jesse to look at HDD and cool ebooks, also cool fujifilm GFX guy get back into elden ring, cause of day9? or tammy? unsure tammy and i both playin on same steam account book parent airbnb finally, both jay and bee failed in that issues with lack of buproprion causin problems lol watching Ham!!! right when we get back from europe richard does not like lol new keyboard kits arrive, jesus morgan edit video? nah bring ham to restaurant with thomas and tammy helm watch comes in and bird butt calendar blogging pace increases start trying meditation exercise of scanning up and down body crossroads meeting go to taizhong with morgang and scooter to hot pot meeting, then see cool motorcycle guy on way back. ruin pants find baby fish in beta tank! david and mei and estelle visit, hang with them cool food event again this year with david and mei, great music install audiobookshelf! help mr lobster install linux christmas presents slime rancher find out emily is pregger covid drama around japan japan trip! so nice and autumn vibes, lots of photography. buy new lens there and start getting into idea of scrapbooking start shooting focusing on good jpeg output, fuck raws japan entries in org roam christmas party at david's apartment where i meet photography boys and make honeybombs get aware that i wanna have more awareness around upcoming events, prolly cause christmas big cooking christmas party with everyone! make beef wellington, too salty. SO FUN fuckin CRAZY good cake and the hella good dishwasher call with parents over christmas got to blorb a bit a little too into hacker news big breakdown when i lost year compass and tammy didn't support me in the way i'd hoped knives out buy xt5 start organizing papers into binders start working on year compass working on jovono in earnest hang with craig! tea house with him kelly tammy, do some video. dang good beef noodle new years at whiskey bar that i kinda regret cause far from fireworks

  • org roam
    

    japan trip was so awesome, annoyance around covid QR code stuff though not as well planned but tammy liked that weird shrine get elected to crossroads position ferret cafe! seiko museum, almost buy seiko watch but nah get weird VHS at old book store area cool giant camera shop at akihabara kept up on my stretching and pushups on trip that's nice oh that fucking good german donut cake thing, fuck lots of postcards mailed, from europe too, yay meet with len about drift bio

this is what my last year was about

• Personal life, family
  

  couple's therapy with tammy expressing my emotions more not letting myself be held emotionally hostage, expressing my needs hanging with tammy's family japan trip with tammy's family mom's birthday party in mexico

• Career, studies
  

  cofactr contract huge, functioning as architect and lead and project manager kinda gave up on misc comp sci studies jovono coming in again plus hot pot and nine, will see where that goes

• friends, community
  

  so many hangouts with friends building small community of engineer knowhow met the cool linux guys at g0v met photography guys met camping crew made friends at burning man watched Ham for neighbors and shrimp fished closing of the roof? was that last year? tons of hangouts with emily and jesse. core group of friends here

• relaxation, hobbies, creativity
  

  new gaming rig stuff, steam deck, fun gaming options server! an obsession. plus deploying stuff on VPS, and various open source projects through awesome self hosted really into photography now, new camera xt5 really nice hot spring hotel relaxation did a wee bit of ableton but not much decent amount of meditation now into scrapbooking maybe? and keyboards? new ebook reader with open source thing on it, that may have been last year TONS of awesome traveling, I love walking and traveling! some good blog posts out, i really like that some decent philosophy read jellyfin and all that fun to manage, the audiobookshelf working with the fish tanks has been fun some steam deck projects with emulation, made all too easy by emudeck, fuckers lol onebag experimentation baked some dope ass shit enjoyed programming just fine

• physical health, fitness
  

  frustrated about this as weight same as at beginning of year got a bicycle maybe? and did keep up some amount of working out yushan was a good lesson in how i'm not fit really it's just time to lose weight once and for all

• mental health, self-knowledge
  

  tons of mental health improvements through couple's therapy in terms of paying attention to my own needs, seeing them as valid, not throttling them for tammy's sake or to maintain peace or because i think they're not as important as hers in general more paying attention to my feelings i'm guessing more meditation this year than ever, can't be sure getting off buproprion was big, maybe that was causing brain fog? hard to say lots more confidence in myself as an engineer read some books like the habit and creativity one that may have affected me some of the philosophy was good too very little death fear, that's good

• habits that define you
  

  stretching mandarin flashcards daily journal ritalin lol makin espresso instantly writing down ideas or TODOs organizing stuff arguing politics

• a better tomorrow
  

  started twa11y helped morgan and tammy get that cofactr gig helped out nestor where i could crossroads work that article i got sued over my huge news article submission for the contest volunteering as food camp and medical camp lead all the event organization and coworking stuff i did my how to rent motorcycle article helped a guy that visited, that document guy

six sentences about my past year

• the wisest decision i made….
  

  quitting [BROKEN LINK: 17594e54-9172-42f4-984f-e2476eb2471d] to focus on [BROKEN LINK: 64a6341a-ed76-4747-b8fa-4c2b8a2475a6]

• biggest lesson i learned
  

  have to stay organized in order to lead and delegate well, [BROKEN LINK: e1b47f6e-c9a8-456e-b59c-d2f82a7f6e64] is valuable

• the biggest risk I took…
  

  taking lead on [BROKEN LINK: 64a6341a-ed76-4747-b8fa-4c2b8a2475a6]

• the biggest surprise of the year
  

  that i was able to do [BROKEN LINK: 64a6341a-ed76-4747-b8fa-4c2b8a2475a6] successfully and generate that revenue that i enjoy [BROKEN LINK: 99213bf7-2fe6-457f-bfd5-600fbcdcdda4] as much as I do, if I just take [BROKEN LINK: ce03c34b-c008-4705-bcd8-4a704da79be9] out of the picture lol. editing is like torturous that i do have feelings and needs, and that they matter, and that [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] can handle hearing them

• the most important thing i did for others
  

  letting people handle their own problems by sharing when i'm having issues or needs, as in not hiding things from tammy so she can't solve by herself set up [BROKEN LINK: 64a6341a-ed76-4747-b8fa-4c2b8a2475a6] for [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb] and [BROKEN LINK: 7b0b7e91-5de5-4781-a3c5-5927758e770e] organize hangout events like beach house

• the biggest thing i completed
  

  cofactr, [BROKEN LINK: 2f12c3c8-8933-4d04-b4c1-19bd382ad198] rewrite, stuff like that [BROKEN LINK: 3bcb5316-adc7-4d1e-9647-a3d0eee4b928] contract right in the middle of it lol the white people in america article the keyboard i built the submission for the [BROKEN LINK: b63b4e58-cb94-424b-ba8d-3bfd1b8524d2] contest

six questions about my past year

• what are you most proud of?
  

  the whole cofactr contract, the app 508 in general all the events we organized successfully times i was brave enough to talk again, walk into restaurants in japan and just do it my server set up beating [BROKEN LINK: d5c780c9-cea7-4843-84d3-1407c3652c9b] in [BROKEN LINK: 97a1b4e7-dcbc-43c6-bba3-12b543054981] lol some pictures i took

• Who are the three people who influenced you the most?
  

  riley, for getting me cofactr therapist for helping me see that i need to share my needs and leave tammy room to grow tammy for giving me room to grow myself, and context to do so

• Who are three people you influenced the most?
  

  assuming tammy, for pushing her outside her comfort zone probably morgan with all the engineering stuff emily / jesse?

• What were you not able to accomplish?
  

  lose weight big new biz for 508 but that's ok like, nine's project bravery on the boat, having hard conversations about politics or whatever reading as much non fiction as i wanted to read helping tammy get to 100% learning mandarin to where i wanna be doing good g0v work as much writing as i wanted to do as much editing and content creation as i wanted to do that cool idea about dumb videos where we explain history of stuff wrong in mandarin making money on stocks and crypto lmao

• What is the best thing you have discovered about yourself?
  

  that i have feelings and needs that i uniquely like to ask hard questions and have the bravery to do it that i actually can be ridiculously organized and have my shit together, and lead a team to make a decent app, running that agency that i can really fill a year out lol despite not thinking it was enough sometimes that i have an interest in deploying things that i have an interest in photography

• What are you most grateful for?
  

  health, and mental health. my stability, that i don't have to deal with the kinds of anxieties other people deal with that i have the energy and focus and organization and motivation to keep crazy busy with things compared to other people that i can be a leader my privelege that lets me maintain this kind of lifestyle abiility to travel tammy fostering good environment and having strenght to work on it even when it's getting hard now that she's taking more emotional responsibility good visa situation really good friends open source software split keyboards places to motorcycle public transit cafes baking recipes, people to eat my baked goods emily and jesse riley that contracting chat facebook group that tammy was down to try watching dog, twice richard rivers to bicycle on night markets

the best moments

Three of my biggest accomplishments

• list your three greatest accomplishments from the last year here
  
  1. The cofactr contract, and, completing it
  2. Food camp and medical team
  3. The moda submission
• What did you do to achieve these?
  
  1. Got my shit organized, plugged in hours, had confidence in myself, had patience for others, had years of experience
  2. Trusted other people to get shit done, but also, just organized fuckin everything on my own lol, docs, spreadsheets, recipes, threw money at it with the van rental. Babysat anna, was supportive.
  3. Cranked, hard, and dug deep in myself for my dreams for the world, and emotions for what i thought people could feel.
• Who helped you achieve these successes? How?
  
  1. Riley for getting the position and organizing API stuff and having my back. Morgan and tammy for doing the engineering. Tammy for supporting me.
  2. The other lantern burn leads, a bit. Jesse and amos and nish. That ruby girl, and noah. Some randoms that helped cook.
  3. Audrey tang for letting me know. Tammy for peer reviewing.

Three of my biggest challenges

• List your three biggest challenges from last year here.
  
  1. Working with tammy on me expressing my needs
  2. Everything about cofactr
  3. Getting sued by johnathan g for that white people article
• Who or what helped you overcome these challenges?
  
  1. Therapist plus me sticking to my needs, morgan, riley, jesse wasson. Tammy
  2. Both tammys, morgan. Staying rigorously organized, writing out tickets, delegating. Clear requirements. Riley for talking with matthew. Morgan for doing curative.
  3. Tammy for supporting me, paying lawyer with TWD. Irene for finding lawyer. People in houston being supportive. And NYC. David being really angry on my behalf. Emily for finding instagram and laughing.
• What have you learned about yourself by overcoming these challenges?
  

  I'm pretty good at being organized, but also it's really necessary for me in order to be successful I really am a senior engineer, i can build out apps from scratch i have needs, emotions, they're valid I can be affected negatively by other people lol, i can feel anger and fear and outrage

Forgiveness

Letting go

The past year in three words

The book of my past year

Goodbye to your last year

dare to dream big

This is what my next year will be about

• personal life, family
  

  I realize and actualize my needs, like for [BROKEN LINK: e1b47f6e-c9a8-456e-b59c-d2f82a7f6e64], hangouts, weird and fun things like that I communicate them effectively with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] I have an awesome trip with my family and help them see that [BROKEN LINK: 8a37e42d-043b-4e7e-8739-344961576c10] is a legit place to live [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] and i sort our new shit

• career, studies
  

  I get plenty of new [BROKEN LINK: 520f6d84-4e26-40f1-8c90-2179d1477291] for people to work on i get some [BROKEN LINK: 8a37e42d-043b-4e7e-8739-344961576c10] engineers i expand my knowledge, get to be able to [BROKEN LINK: 8a57a2b7-807e-4cac-afd2-26b393132dca] things quickly and well i have actual work i can give to people

  i'm learning [BROKEN LINK: e7fe6314-ffc0-41d9-9574-0220d33468c3] actively, and talking to people about it Maybe i pick up [BROKEN LINK: c5765368-82fb-4964-ba80-ea07efdc7919] again? fluent [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786], having hard conversations in it studying my [BROKEN LINK: de6cb9c0-cb90-4d05-b8a5-16a6cdec677a] every day, improving every day

• friends, community
  

  i actually remember people's names, maybe do that [BROKEN LINK: de6cb9c0-cb90-4d05-b8a5-16a6cdec677a] thing i do lots of friend hangouts, plan lots of cool activities, free ones too I do some DOPE ass friend trips i fill my weekends i do unique things on the weekdays, hang out with people and take advantage of my unique work schedule

  i contribute to my community, [BROKEN LINK: 9500a62e-8322-403a-96c7-56afcd9f65ba], like actually fucking do it. and hang out with g0v more and actually make friends and remember people i take steps towards the commune? Like having a new place or something, or investigating buying

• relaxation, hobbies, creativity
  

  i take lots of great [BROKEN LINK: 99213bf7-2fe6-457f-bfd5-600fbcdcdda4] i chill out like i have been already, just a zen focus state that's not harried in the morning cause i woke up late, taking it out on [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] and shit confident and in control

  i write more i get a [BROKEN LINK: b66f1509-1e28-4175-84ab-89fdd8ed7591] lol maybe look into that silly videos idea where we narrate in [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786] [BROKEN LINK: 54ef3418-7b42-4db5-8a80-6f4c6612c7a6]? i [BROKEN LINK: 8ee60c31-fe5e-4f11-a7da-14265b92a2b4] lots i [BROKEN LINK: 44a6e736-7a9c-4eac-ac6b-309c4ee376d9] more and explore the mountains more go to the beaches and rivers more like i always wanted i take actual no work relaxation time be in the moment more

• physical health, fitness
  

  this is the year, no but really though. I wanna see taht 89, I would LOVE to see that 79 on the scale it's a beautiful place to ride, i should [BROKEN LINK: 291cc3f4-8033-4ebe-bf52-29236a94b8f7] and [BROKEN LINK: f5a2b9bd-5553-4afb-8ce3-ee89e6d2fe80] more maybe find a way to bring the dog [BROKEN LINK: d9766ab3-58ba-47da-81cd-4030a35da77d] to places lock my health down now while i still have a chance want my pants to fit again, feel attractive

• mental health, self-knowledge
  

  keep exploring my needs and feelings [BROKEN LINK: 556c8c34-e2b8-4674-bea6-78fbbbb09a8f] more this year than any other year internalize [BROKEN LINK: e7fe6314-ffc0-41d9-9574-0220d33468c3] better, maybe consider flashcards, read more, take notes, record notes understand what i want better, what my goals are

• habits that define you
  

  [BROKEN LINK: 87bd92a8-bffc-436b-8a04-dcf04c488366] [BROKEN LINK: 99213bf7-2fe6-457f-bfd5-600fbcdcdda4] stretching hard and weird conversations instantly writing down thoughts i have flashcards lol? casting votes to the person i wanna be? fasting? blblbl staying off social media looking up [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786] words? thinkig how to say stuff in mandarin?

  reviewing my progress, my journals, my todos,

• a better tomorrow*
  

  > What will you do next year to leave the world in a better shape than you found?

  actual contributions to [BROKEN LINK: 9500a62e-8322-403a-96c7-56afcd9f65ba] lift up more workers here do something about fuckin cars lol

  share more info

  digitize tapes share people with the things that have helped me help people have fun in [BROKEN LINK: 8a37e42d-043b-4e7e-8739-344961576c10] help people relax, do more, be organized people using my server

Magical triplets for the year ahead

• I will love these three things about myself.
  
  1. My organizational and willpower abilities. Organizing events, doing things other people are too scared to do or don't believe are possible or just don't think of. Letting go of selfishness to do things right, i.e. with business and paying people
  2. My calmness
  3. my intelligence and capability. I can learn anything, implement anything. I can maintain the willpower necessary to make my body look how i want it to. I can stay self aware.
• I am ready to let go of these three things.
  
  1. Reddit and etc for good? Yeah, I mean, i was off them a lot last year, i got into some fights online, but it really is just a lot easier to say bye to those things now
  2. "treating myself" with food if i don't deserve it. Stay focused on the goal when it comes to diet. So let go of cakes and etc. Many of them just aren't even worth the calories anyway
  3. huge swaths of relaxation time, long showers, etc
• I want to achieve these three things the most.
  
  1. Success with [BROKEN LINK: c0116db1-543f-498a-9f6f-4f5a39750fbc] actually getting jobs for people
  2. Environment that allows for hangouts, hostings, parties
  3. [BROKEN LINK: ff430d2b-e443-4ad5-8128-5662e41965ca], i wanna see 89
• These three people will be my pillars during rough times.
  
  1. [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57]
  2. [BROKEN LINK: d5c780c9-cea7-4843-84d3-1407c3652c9b]
  3. jesse/ emily?
  4. [BROKEN LINK: 19ebbc1e-fcb1-4ccb-b562-cd52ee16bddb]?
• I will dare to discover these three things.
  
  1. Where do my needs run and what am i willing to give up to get them?
  2. What is really possible if you're bold with your business? If you just start putting yourself out there?
  3. What can you learn if you just start speaking [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786] to people?
• I will have the power to say no to these three things.
  
  1. Cake and things that make me fat. People offering me drinks, weed, whatever, the allure of the blorb night
  2. Distractions like [BROKEN LINK: 183e5e99-6a2c-4c44-af59-63de2fe6f47e] [BROKEN LINK: 8e9a43f7-4991-4b4d-8f18-0b59b21c8814] etc things that pull me away when i get an [BROKEN LINK: 2f752dd5-b856-4b47-8d34-12e68b4dac58] desire to distract myself
  3. hella deep rabbit holes that don't actually serve me good.
  4. Giving in to anger.
  5. Giving up on when a problem is really hard.
  6. Letting go and not thinking hard, reflecting, hitting my habits.
• I will make my surroundings cozy with these three things.
  
  1. The means to sit and cuddle
  2. Hella organizing things
  3. fish, plants, toys / gadgets
• I will do these three things every morning.
  
  1. Stretch
  2. Meditate
  3. SOME form of exercise
  4. mandarin flashcards
• I will pamper myself with these three things regularly.
  
  1. Good showers
  2. Baking
  3. Walks
  4. Reading good books
  5. Looking at free software
  6. Cuddling tammy?
• I will visit these three places.
  
  1. Taiwanese river
  2. Somewhere in Asia
  3. Some backpacking area in Taiwan
• I will connect with my loved ones in these three ways.
  
  1. Excessive ambition conversations about future
  2. food together with being present, connecting while being present
  3. doing things for them
• I will reward my successes with these three presents.
  
  1. Solo trip?
  2. baking ingredients?
  3. new laptop?

Six sentences about my next year

• This year I will not procrastinate any more over…
  

  losing weight, getting fit, learning mandarin, chewing through blog content, doing g0v stuff

• This year I will draw the most energy from…
  

  my raw willpower, anger at things not being how i want them to be, hope for the future being real, realistic understanding of shortening of time

• This year, I will be bravest when…
  

  i'm feeling lazy, or worried about failure i need to get small tasks done, or ones that involve going out i need to talk money with people, especially clients

• This year I will say yes when…
  

  we're talking about doing stuff with people, or going out new projects come up talking about doing something mindful in the moment opportunties to practice [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786] present themselves opportunities to not eat in come up presented with hard challens like [BROKEN LINK: 4fae3d98-8141-49cc-bbca-dec78dc1f7ea] cooking thing i'm asked to lead do stuff with [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57]

• This year I advise myself to…
  

  not let weekends just be hardcore blorb times really, spend less time on [BROKEN LINK: f0cc871d-4974-406f-800a-c7745e7db497] really, don't argue on the [BROKEN LINK: d7671213-29c1-40f8-a8c7-33f9194a2c1f] don't attach your sleep time so hard to [BROKEN LINK: b37392b0-8c28-4bf0-b733-bddd77ca7f57] explore your feelings

• This year will be special for me because…
  

  i'm going to pay good attention to my needs and emotions i'm going to realize more of my potential than ever before i'm going to prove to myself that i can [BROKEN LINK: ff430d2b-e443-4ad5-8128-5662e41965ca] i'm going to be able to speak [BROKEN LINK: 5693032b-8714-4cee-a8b6-927322b5f786] by the end of it just getting better and better at life

My word for the year ahead

Secret wish